Valentine's Day

1. woke up early
2. had hopes dashed
3. looked at .pdf of boyfriend's face pressed against copy machine
a. flattered he has exposed himself to face cancer just to make me laugh
b. lonely
4. worked late
a. new message from "amy jo"
b. think about "re-quitting" shitty job
5. drank beer
6. overdrew from my account
7. bought every smiths album ever
a. the smiths
b. meat is murder
i. actually, i already have this, but for argument's sake
c. louder than bombs
d. strangeways, here we come
e. i'm not buying the others, what do you think i am? made of $?
8. drank beer
9. try not to think about cigarettes
a. failed
10. it's only 8:30--what the fuck am i going to do with myself?